Well I am going on vacation tomorrow.  I am leaving to CT with The Pooh and Dippity.  It should be nice.  I'm still depressed...I've been depressed now about 2 weeks.  All over Jina.  But you know what...I feel a bit relief that she is finally resting.  I visited her grave today and I didnt get too emotional.  I just called her name and said that I loved her.  

Earlier I went out to do some errans before I leave tomorrow and I just had to stop by a pet shop.  I saw a little black, white and brown chihuahua.  The owner let me hold her and guess what...I melted, broke down and cried.  She just wagged her little tail and kissed me.  It was so sweet.  I wanted her right there and then.  I want another dog so bad but my parents are very adamant that they dont want one.  They say that it was a hard exprience and they dont want to go through it again.  I agree it was hard but u know what...I would do it all over again.  Dogs are the best creatures to have in your lifetime.  

I really want one.  A little girl that can go with me for car rides, snuggle with me on Sunday afternoons (my nap time).  I really want them to say yes...shit WTF...I freakin feel like a 10yr old asking mommy and daddy for a dog.  I am determined to sway them.  If they dont oh well.....I'm bringing one home.  

Anyway...Imma go now..I'm reading this book that I would like to finish before I leave tomorrow but I dont see it happening.  I'm taking the book with me and read it when I get a chance, that is if Dippity lets me.  We'll see.  

Well...I'm off to sleep.  

Until next entry...another day another entry....bye